At first I thought this blog was supposed to be about only my experiences. So I didnt think that me missing my husband was part of it. But really it is. Dealing with having my husband gone on deployment is part of my experience in the Navy. So here it goes...
I am mad! I miss my damn husband. I miss him every second of every minute of every hour of every day!! I sit here and its like I am a damn single parent. I am here and he is there and half the time he cant email or call. So here i sit at home trying to do things to keep busy...even this blog...but really i do everything in my power to stay busy! Dishes, cleaning, laundry, taking care of the baby, working out...you name it i do it...and still it isnt enough to keep my mind off the fact that my husband is gone. My rock, my world, my life...
Ya know this happens all the time and I am supposed to be used to it by now but it seems like everytime i get him back he has to go away again. It sucks! I cant tell you what its like i cant describe...its an undescribable pain...pain that no body except my husband coming home can cure. I know this sounds like a typical military wife blog about "oh i miss my husband and blah blah blah" no this isnt like that...but I REALLY DO MISS HIM!!! Well I am hoping that this touched some of you and if not then oh well...
I leave you with this...
If you have a husband at home, consider yourself lucky because there are some of us, the best of us, are here on the homefront awaiting our hero's return!!!
I love you Andrew and I miss you!!!
Heather, I love you so much, and I know Andy does, too. I can tell by the way he looks at you. Plus, he turns into a softy around Rylee.
ReplyDeleteBefore you know it, he'll be back, and thank God you have Rylee to keep you entertained! (I hear she's great conversation!)
I love you, Heather!